In 2012 I was pregnant with my baby girl Summer..

I already had my first and second scan...everything was normal apart from a little bleed coming from behind my uterus...

I was admitted to hospital and put on bed rest. I was then told I could terminate my pregnancy or see how far my pregnancy goes.

So obviously me being me my little girl was kicking from inside me all the time. So I made my decision. I’m keeping my baby!

About a week later a doctor came into me and said I could take this pill and it will help make the barrier for baby safe. So I took it.. a day later I gave birth to my Summer...born sleeping.

It wasn’t until about 2 months later I enquired more about this pill but it never existed! My little girl was taken from me.

In 2017 I fell pregnant with my baby girl Angel. It was the same as before. I had my first and second scan both showing the baby growing, but at 23 weeks she was upside down and the placenta was low.

I was assured they had time to move. I never got much help from my partner. It resulted in me giving birth to my baby girl Angel at home in my toilet/ hallway/ bedroom. With my 10 year old seeing it all.

She came out legs first. It was so scary and so heartbreaking.

As a mum already I’ve had to be strong for my other children.. but this has been a hard 8 years and I’ve had no support from no one.. my kids get me through it day by day..