A grandma shares her story about her beautiful grandson. She hopes her story helps another grandma or loved one feel that things will get better.

Losing Lucas was and still is heartbreaking and is something we are still dealing with.

My first baby with husband Antony, although I had a 5 year old little girl Sophie who was so excited to be a big sister!

It was late in 2018 when I found out I was pregnant with our second child, he was a surprise.

Elijah is my second child, I already have a little girl aged three.

Starting when I found out I became pregnant, I was over the moon I couldn't wait to tell My partner, my mum and my friends!

My story starts in 1975, all through my pregnancy I was having problems, my baby was due in June.

Our Maggie Jo was born still Wednesday 24th October 2018 2:56 am, weighing 1.7lb one day before 28 weeks.