I had the pregnancy and baby I prayed for. Everything was easy until I received the news that Micah had PUV. My life changed that day in ways I cannot express. Thousands of dollars and weeks later, we were told that “too many things were wrong” with Micah and he couldn’t be saved.

We were asked to terminate but I couldn’t bring myself to do it; at 31 weeks I went into labor and delivered him. I never even got to hear him cry. He was a kind baby, gave me NO stress at all, he came and made me even more beautiful. Now I am struggling to get my life back; I am petrified of getting pregnant again. My little angel would have been three months old now... will things ever get better?